Friday, September 18, 2009
I'm now at a new space:
einfachheitt.wordpress.com
See you there! :)
m e s m e r i s e d 12:10 am
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wordpress died on me so I gotta blog here instead.
I'm looking for Bridge players. Yes, I'm talking about the dreadful game of bridge. I wanna learn how to play the game for not so obvious reasons. I know ntu has a bridge club, but please please don't expect me to go all the way there to learn. Furthermore, I'm NOT an ntu student.
If nus or smu have bridge clubs please let me know as well. I even looked at the Singapore Bridge Association and even though they teach, their's is more of a course thingy, which I DO NOT have the time to attend. I even called Tanglin club, The Australian and new zealand bridge associations located in singapore and all they said was "If there are pple who wanna learn, we will open a bridge class" This spells as ZERO as well because no one has asked to learn bridge.
I'm THIS desperate! Really!
And yes, I've NOT given my wordpress account to anyone yet. HAHAHAHA! Its time to move from blogspot to wordpress. The functions there are quite fantastic, I must say! :) I might be keeping this blog for important purposes like gaining help or sorts (As you can see from this entry)
Before anyone forgets - I'm very desperate to look for bridge players! =X Or even if anyone can email me quite clearly how this game goes. Even if its a 20000000 word essay, I'll screen the important bits out myself. Whatever it takes to learn bridge. Okay, bye to blogspot for now.
REMEMBER BRIDGE!!!
m e s m e r i s e d 10:03 pm
Monday, September 14, 2009
Today's the 14th. Which marks our 26th months of together-ness.
26th months isn't a long time but it isn't short either. I don't think its even enough to know someone better. It takes a lifetime to know someone isn't it? So, we are barely there yet. BUT.. 26 months is enough to know that at least we're both committed into this relationship which in my opinion is enough for now.
M is not the very romantic type of guy. It's very hard for him to say "I love you", I can assure that. So imagine my glee when he said that he actually liked me. HAHA! It felt awesome! You know how the usual and romantic love story of how couples' meet - At work, at school, in clubs, through a common friend. He and I met on the streets. Yep, its right on the streets at amk. It was in June 2007 and you know, the usual, when someone approach you, it's nth but plain irritating-ness which I bet is mutual back then.
Until 3 weeks later, when I met him at the exact same spot! He felt familiar and nth else until he approached me again and I think the convo escalated. Heee.. After movie dates and everything else, 14th July 2007 marks the day we got together. Like I said before, he isn't the glib tongue of a person, but this bf of mine proved through his actions that he cares. When I was still clubbing, he would drive down to O bar, zouk etc, to bring me back home safely.
He sent flowers to my office on my 21st bdae; Blue roses my ultimate favourite (He made sure we had a big fight the day before to get me all upset). Despite his busy schedule at smu, he brought me to school on my very first day, waited for me to end class and picked me up after for dinner/supper. The surprises he would give - Kinder bueno in the middle of the night, and when we didn't arrange to meet on that day, he would surprise me at my doorstep just to accompany me. DVD's would see us through the night.
Last yr valentine he was too busy to celebrate with the usual dinner dates that every couple would go through, but after calling me to chat at night, he suddenly appeared at my hse to give me my gift when he used his hse phone to call, which left me reeling with shock. HAHAHA! The day he went to India was just horrible, but we made it through the 2 mths, and now that he's in Boston, I'm pretty much used to this and isn't that crying/whiny/irritating as I used to be.
We have our usual fights of course, and during the start of the relationship it got sooo bad, I can simply step out of the car and walk away. Even in shopping malls. But now even if M were to ask me when was the last time we quarreled, I don't even know when.
Most importantly, M changed to who I am now. A few years back, I can very confidently say that Evette Goh would NEVER EVER think of doing a masters. More so, a masters in child psychology. I'm crediting him for this HUGE change in me. Even my parents know that he is of a positive influence towards their daughter, they have no issues in us being together, and even no issues of me flying to the states to see him. My mum did tell me that maybe its God's will for us to meet. I said this before and I'll say it now - I really thank God for putting this boy into my life. I'm truly grateful and thankful! Smelly bunny loves you!! More than ever!! <3
I really really can't wait for the day I fly. I'm even staring at my air ticket every singe day and it says the same thing: Changi Airport Terminal 1 --> Hong Kong --> Los Angeles International Airport. But still, somehow, this ticket gives me the feeling of anticipation. =)
I love you dearest! I miss you despite the distance but I'm glad for daily conversations to sustain us, even if its a very short message, it tells me that connection isn't lost. Smelly bunny loves this! Hehehe.. =)
I shall stop here too, its 1230am and there's work tmr. But before I can think of sleeping, I shall complete 1 more hour of studying! Cognitive psychology might be starting to interest me. =)
m e s m e r i s e d 12:00 am
Saturday, September 12, 2009
I can't blog for long because there's PLENTY of stuff to do.
I just wanna thank SZE LANG for being such a nice nice friend. REALLY! I'm thankful for the day we got to know each other. I'm sure M would be happy that I've found nice true friends as well. Girls like Jiamin too. Nothing beats finding very nice gf's. =D I'm grateful and thankful, needless to say! I hope that we can really all go to Japan next May. Its going to be sooo much fun!
Sze lang's bdae is just 1 day away from mine, LIBRA GIRLS ARE SOOO COOOL! HAHAHAHA!
Okay, chop chop. This post is just to thank that darling girl for reminding me time and time again!
I miss M and his teasing as well. Love you baby! <3
And like I said in the previous entry, I can't wait for the 18th to be here. =))
m e s m e r i s e d 9:45 pm
Feeling all stressed out and next week's the second week of school. Gosh, I hate uni life! But of course, the usual convo's with M and the help of very very nice and helpful classmates, I know I can do it!
Seeing M studying sooo hard in Babson (But of course he is also enjoying himself, his facebook says it all) makes me motivated too. He'll meet his friends at night to study and what nots. I'm happy the boy is working hard.
And my classmate - Derrick TAN'S bdae celebration in class was a blast! HAHA. Happy 22nd Bdae dude. Its high time this guy finds the other half. If you ask me, he obviously has the looks and the brains, maybe the right one hasn't come yet.
Oh well, I can't blog anymore. I gotta head the books! I'm like a zombie everytime school starts.
EVETTE CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 18TH OF SEPT TO BE HERE! =)
For now, Ich Liebe Dich M! =]
m e s m e r i s e d 12:10 am